" I wanna be the girl he gives his hoddie to wear
and cuddles up next to when it's cold,
He'll be the one who comes up behind me
wraps his arms around my waist,
catches me off gard and whispers:
you look beautiful "
and cuddles up next to when it's cold,
He'll be the one who comes up behind me
wraps his arms around my waist,
catches me off gard and whispers:
you look beautiful "
What a disaster of a human being, seriously. I think that never in your life will you ever see someone like her. Someone so passionate about those unimportant, insignificant things. Someone so out of place she's still looking for her place in the world, in society. This girl is educated, has everything loads would love to have and throws it all away, or better said, is still looking for something, someone, an essence she can't find but knows it's hers and it's supposed to be there. Poor girl, poor child. Some would say it's because she's young but is that really the answer ? You see when i look at her i see a wrecked soul covered up with make up, fake or newly found passions, sprinkled with teenage problems and blinded with unrealistic dreams and talents. You see when I look at her I see it. Her future. And let me tell you it's not bright, nor spendid, and succes is not on the menu. She looks for solemnity, intelligence but all in vain. Some would say she has yet to learn, but others think she has learned but not memorized. Frivolous being who in the end has no meaning. she's torn up this poor thing. Her loved ones tell her nothing bright will come to her and although she may try to deny it, she, more than anyone else, sees it. She sees it perfectly. She knows what desteny has instaured for her and it's not pretty. So many things have been given to her but unfortunetly she doesn't know how to use them correctly and mostly doesn't give in return, or simply just give. Lost essence she is and she tries, although not hard enough, to be better but again in vain. She wonders how she would go through life and bursts into tears when she realizes that denying it won't make it go away. Destiny wrote it, and even though you may always re-write your future, she doesn't. Her hopes are so down it's not possible to bring her up, laziness dominates her and consequently makes her loose passion, interest, dedication. Poor soul, what is a human with no aspirations and hope ? Nothing, nothing at all. So why not resort to death ? Well religiously speaking it is not her decision to make but let me tell you the true reason behind it. You see even though she may see herself living in despair hope still rekindles from time to time. There's a lilttle flame to dim to see but surely not unexistant that pushes her a lilttle further into the world, and making her try not to give up although it is the upmost easiest thing for her and may surely qualify as one of her talents or only talent. And now I ask you, you who has created this unfortunet but mostly ungreatful being ? Why ? if there is no hope, why continu through life ? Why you almighty creator have made such an ugly beast ? why have you made me like this ?
Btw I loved Sweeney Todd :D
How bout you guys ?
How bout you guys ?
